my expierence with lonliness treatment using pregnenelone
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i don't reach the threshold to talk to anyone I would like to. Basically I only have social access to the loser category of mostly metabolically damaged, ugly, losers
As such I refuse to socialize out of self-respect.
this thread isn't to talk about that. if ur comment can be found on reddit just GTFO my thread.
heres what it does to my system:
racing thoughts, low energy throughout most days, pretty much can only do hibernation-stupor activities like scrooolling, but insomnia at night. feeling of dread
low energy is good because its interspersed with days of negative metabolism, almost maniac, that destroy the system for days afterwards to where its only possible to rot
the paradox is it drains the energy out of my entire body but it's not possible to just chill, because involuntary, largely estrogen, serotonin and glutamate driven thoughts about what i MUST do. Not what would be good or would improve ur life. Not a possiblity. its very much a MUST DO feeling or else. FOMO-like, It's not possible to do this however, because again, i've been systematically drained of energy.
urge to talk to people for "advice", self pity, to get them to "understand" you - however when you have that type of urge, people stay away from u. If u have the low level of social interaction, u can tell they feel your aura and avoid u/act very coldly.
high serotonin, when i highly verbalize in my head, it makes me antsy and compulsively side-eye people. also makes them seem physically larger, even to the extent that i seem to be dwarfed by people a little shorter than me.
its when u already feel good and u don't need to socially interact that worthwhile social interaction occurs.
eventually the whole body decays, u will have random medical issues pop up, for example tooth decay and emitting weird odours despite keeping up hygene. I think this is the real reason social outcasts die in their late 40s-to early 60s.
solution: pregnenelone
it just works. when i dose it based on need, i will notice morbid high metabolism and negative but very deep feeling thoughts (the ratio of serotonin to estrogen modifies these).
when this is combated after the peak with pregneolone the high metabolism is sustained but switched to a euphoric, mostly nonverbal state of being very similar to being drunk that sometimes involves shaking on the ground like a dog.
When I take everyday it keeps a baseline from which its possible to use other supplements from.
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@peatyourmeat wdym by not reaching the threshold to talk to anyone you would like to?
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@Nabokov said in my expierence with lonliness treatment using pregnenelone:
@peatyourmeat wdym by not reaching the threshold to talk to anyone you would like to?
u have to have at least 9 inches dick to go outside
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@peatyourmeat What dose do you use?
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@BeamsOfEnergy spoon
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have you tried progesterone and thianine? Have you noticed anything similar in regards to combatting the deleterious effects of lonely? I think most serotonin symptoms also occur in tandem with high glutamate and not enough GABA. Theanine as such decreases glutamate while also reducing serotonin in the brain. Amantadine another such thing, b6 (p5p) also another which reduces both glutamte and increases GABA. I dont think its coincidence that a compulsive urge for verbalisation also goes down on theanine , Foids also talk too much bcos estrogen probably reduces threshold for verbalisation (akka watching minimalist movie and "verbalising what u feel/ looking for metaphors etc", while serotonin keeps you stuck verbalising.
