it has the same physiological roots as wanting to "open up" emotionally (often solved with food) and should be seen extremely shamefully, like weird discord fetishes
i remember when i was stooopid afukk and felt like shit all day i told myself "it must be vitamin deficiency/toxic mold/depression" - the solution is to do nothing and do what the doctor tells me to, getting emotionally fixated in his words like messiah.
like a default thought was x problem -> "if only i didn't have this toxic mold everything would be so much better" -> thinking about doctor coming into life and solving everything like the superman
lol so cringe