Nicotine chat
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Do you love it? Do you hate it? Do you hate to love it? Preferred forms? What gives you cravings for it? What reduces your cravings for it? Let it rip
Went one day without Zyn (this past Tuesday) and did not have a single bowel movement. My diet was unchanged. Returned to Zyn the next day using one strategically after each time I ate and I had a healthy bm nearly every time. The risk/reward genuinely seems worth it to me. Not pooping felt like pure darkness.
I also love and romanticize cigarette smoking although I don’t do it daily and have an easy time curbing the addiction.
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Find it dulls my emotions in a good way, less emotionally chaotic. I think its the DHT increase. The cholinergic increase also good for study although I find it encourages verbalisation a bit too much for my liking (although some have the opposite effect like the archerype of cowboys who smoke a cigar and ride around plains apparently encouraging mind wandering?).