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@CrumblingCookie I appreciate the thread. I used it to do some research but I do see 2 issues.
The only established application for the drugs that I could find is cancer treatment and I did not yet find many off label uses.
You could end up with an effect similar to Rx medications by combining weak inhibitors and the drugs seem to have toxicity. It could be an issue over time.
The title you use for the post is "paranoia" which is a false reality. This is good because it shows that you are aware of the situation.
It's important that you hold in your mind this awareness that you are operating within a false reality as you consider solutions to address the issue.
You could have an underlying disease which causes you to exist outside reality but this is probably not the case because the chemicals didn't have to effect of resolving the issue even though strong sedatives tone things down. (of course health issues can compound the problem)
Things can get better because even though you may feel as though you have tried everything, you have not.
Good luck