@Sugarnotsnow it’s honestly probably all 3 things you mentioned… ive been quite undernourished for the past year or so… lost a lot of weight… and never was overweight to begin with… im now ~110 pound 25yo male redeveloped some sort of disordered eating (i used to have anorexia when i was in my younger teens)… and also, i feel incredibly alone, not just physically but also psychologically, and find eating to be one of the few activities that fill that void i feel… so my meals often drag for over an hour and i would feel a bit lost if i cut my eating short…
i just never know when to stop eating… i feel so out of touch with my satiety signals… i either need to predetermine a limit to my meal (which leaves me wanting more and just waiting to have my next meal) otherwise i just keep eating until physical discomfort… i dont rmmber the last time i felt ‘satisfied’ after a meal … eating has become such a stressful experience for me