moggy chicken log

alfredoolivas

I have genuine confidence.

alfredoolivas

Still at a magnitude incomparable to the estradiol overdoses

alfredoolivas

Refeed syndome update:
It has gotten better.
Vomitting and nausea has stopped. Just happened once. It did not happen after a binge. The first "binge" (1000 kcals) happened after. There was a second binge guys that was like 400 calories lol.
It's not even the calorie count that matters. It's the uncontrolled daze. Since then tho, no binge.

I am extremely high temp and full of energy. I feel amazing.
Extremely hungry. I do not give in.
Stomach is extremely distended and pangs when I don't eat and when food enters my system. It's so painful but weirdly good. Really bad sign.
Still have oedema. It's really fucking bad in the legs.
Pee colour has normalised used to be brownish red.
No cramps anymore too

However. Despite litterally only being able to do 2 pull ups from my boydweight being so high.
It's not over and we are back.

My face looks the leanest it has in years, despite having odeoma lol. That is why I wanted to lose weight. To have supoptimal water and fat distribution and still have satisfactory self image.

The plan is to ride this out. My body is giving me ghrelin & energy to chase squirrels and eat them and get fat. No. I'll just not get fat thanks. And use that energy you are giving me towards other activities. That don't last 5 seconds when the reward come. That's the plan bascially.

What happens? Am I lipogenic currently? I’m not weighing myself. What happens to my metabolic rate? Anorexia women have higher glucose oxidation levels during this whole thing vs normal controls… what happens to the odoema. Why did this happpen? I what started, to eat fat and protein? Some sardines a day?

I have no idea. I’ll do some “research” aka cope and speculation

alfredoolivas

Oh. And I have not lost strength still since the start. Maybe it's the odoema. Or AAS , as planned

alfredoolivas

really excited to see what happens by the way :))))) for the better or worse this a fascinating case study:

alfredoolivas

Just got chin filler 1ml. Mild results as expected from 1ml I am pleased

LetTheRedeemed

regarding odema, consider salt

Youtube Video

engineer

@alfredoolivas said:

Or AAS , as planned

Which ones again?

alfredoolivas

@engineer I took 5mg of tren hex for 10 weeks, then 10mg of tren hex for 5 weeks. My last shot was 1st of August oft the morning of thr second I forgot

Now. I take 300mg of DHEA in DMSO, and 40mg of preg in DMSO. 5mg of estradiol orally. I couldn’t tolerate the estradiol on this diet. Protein restriction is too adrenergic to
Begin with.

alfredoolivas

@LetTheRedeemed the salt makes it 10x worse. It’s in everything packaged. Disgusting! That’s why people look better clean I swear. They don’t have to eat a gram of sodium everytime they eat a fucking sandwich! Or multiple every meal!

Kilgore

@alfredoolivas Now you look like you could be one of Danny Roddy's chicks.