@ATP depression/energy

@Regina Love is definitely how I would describe it. Compassion, understanding, patience, all the good things associated with love are increased. I'm having feelings that I can't remember having since childhood, which I think I sort of lost the ability to feel through trauma and self-inflicted behaviors.

Anti-cholinergic, seretonergic, and pro-dopamine.

Anyone else try it? I love this stuff. It feels like mushrooms without the trip. Very empathetic, introspective, and motivated, to do better and stay away from things that displease God. It increases my fear of God and the regret I feel when I do something aimless or vain, or waste time, but not a crippling regret, but a deep desire to change. It gives me a motivation that is deep, not like stimulants, like adderal, but a more fundamental desire to find solutions for problems, instead of ruminating on them. I think it might be the increased dopamine that does that. And my ability to do intellectually laborious things like read or listen to long articles is wayyyy higher than on any stimulant. Interested in trying Haidut’s diamant too, but Amantadine is covered by my insurance, which is nice

@Milk-Destroyer Thank you. It's definitely not something I want to bring up with the person. The inflammation makes sense. I think it stems from feelings of inferiority, like I won't be able to do what the person I'm jealous of is doing. Whenever I start working hard, but am self-focused and not trying to keep up with them, the anxiety and jealousy seems to go away.

I have a lot of jealousy and I’m wonder if there’s something to take that could help. Lisuride, cypro and other Dope-ag, and sere-antags help to some degree. Anyone have more specific insight into this?

@Verdad I would imagine cypro would reduce a lot of the trauma responses that lead people to cope with substances.

Personal anecdote. For weed addicts it is probably beneficial to avoid going into stressful states of hysteria, while you try to cease use.

@Mulloch94 I have Idealabs 6-keto-p4, and 'progest-e' from long natural health. I have gotten bloodwork. My test is in the 500s, my prolactin was on the high end, at 13. I believe my TSH is 1.74. Potassium was below guidelines. My body temp is very low however. Last time I was at the doctor I think it was 9.01. I don't think I got a cortisol result.

I have gotten significantly more hairy since last year. The 2 factors since then that have changed is not sleeping from wellbutrin-induced insomnia, and taking progest-e, k6-keto-p4 and pansterone. Originally I thought my increased hair, with my beard growing on my cheeks up to my eyes, increased stomach and back, and arm hair, was due to not sleeping, but then I found out that progesterone can convert to testosterone, and I noticed that the amount of hair would remain relatively the same, then increase after taking progesterone. I heard in the Generative Energy podcast from Dr. Peat that progesterone could be used to REDUCE body hair, but it seems to be making it WORSE for me.

Does anyone know if this increased hair is likely due to cortisol increasing androgens from not sleeping, or from the progesterone, which I’m much more leaning towards now. If so, how can I reverse it, if that’s even possible? The very high beard line and back hair is very unsightly.

@questforhealth I'm naturally very hairy, at least on my legs, and somewhat on my arm. I've never heard of someone else experiencing these things, but if you do take this stuff, I would very carefully monitor your hairline, body hair, and teeth, every day. Maybe take some high quality pictures as well.