ADHD, Severe fatigue, digestion problems etc..

I don't know if I am out of puberty

i look like a small child seriously

my bones are fucking gnawing and it only happens when metabolism is high

it also happens when I take my heavy metal detox supplement and feel the androgenic feeling but it could be estrogen confusing shit

also i cant get raw goat i would need to buy a goat and milk that fucking bitch myself

i could get it to eat weeds. i like flowers. goats are friends because they eat weeds not flowers. spread biodiversity around.

MY BONES ARE FUCKING GNAWING ANY TIME I RAISE MY METABOLISM OR EAT ANYTHING what is wrong wit hme

izkrov

@questforhealth I've read before if there's an imbalance in calcium:phopshate, that PTH turns glucose to lactic acid to dissolve the bone and restore the balance. It could be why eating sugar is giving you a negative effect. A lot of milk, Vitamin D and K2 (so you can use the calcium properly) ought to be helpful I think.

@izkrov

can i eat cooked kale for now i dont have good milk

i only have unhomogenised organic but not in the house

izkrov

@questforhealth Kale from what I remember was pretty good, it's got good calcium. It also has selenomethionine (which mimics methionine restriction) there as well. Too much of it would eventually be thyroid suppressive though

@Kilgore

wat but fish grow their whole life

didn't peat say estrogen is masculinising

dont believe the bulslhit on this forum

@Kilgore

ok so i wil lower estrogen easy

@Kilgore

how do you know

@Kilgore

ok so what eat kale and carrots for calcium and estrogen

so if the bones still gnaw after eating kale and carrot do i just go to sleep and drop out of this dimension

@Kilgore

modified citrus pectin

i swear ill start eating orange peels if anything

i know it seems like im doing everything super chaotic but my mind works in strange ways and its hard to explain what im really doing to people, even though i see the results myself and my life gets better

i dont know why the fuck i suddenly went manic and did the whole vegan thing before I already did this the exact same time last year and fucking rekt my health...

@Kilgore

isn't milk estrogenic

milk makes me feel fucking manic

ok wait you make zero fucking sesne you tell me im an a adult but now you tell me to eat food for baby cows. wat

why should i not go to sleep tonight and drop out of this reality

what am i on this earth to do i don't get it. whats the point staying here.

@Kilgore

ok so you dont think heavy metals can cause manic thinking and problems with thinking like what i have now

because wtf else can it be

@Kilgore

but i dont need to explain my thinking to anyone

well holy shit

last night I pickaxed the garden

Woke up today not feeling completely destroyed. Euphoric even. This 'Peating' stuff does work. Im eating just potatoes and coconuts for now as that is all I can eat and feel good and energetic

face looks less bloated! slimmer! yes! Always feel good when my face is slim