ADHD, Severe fatigue, digestion problems etc..

even if i sat in the fucking sun all day growing potatoes you would still piss me off i'd just have more potatoes to throw

GlucoseGal

@questforhealth have you heard of the books “The emotion code” and “The body code” by Dr Bradley Nelson? They help you deal with trapped emotions, releasing them and experiencing healing.

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eating meat is serotonergic

man i feel like im losing it, up and down and weird shit happening in my life

sugar and frutis are currently very bad for me. potatoes good. need to try a good milk and good meat maybe again.

maybe if i ate small amounts of good food here and there i could build up strength to butcher my own animals like ancestors.

WHY the fuk do my bones hurt, my shins hurt, me knees hurt, my wrists hurt, i dont get if im doing soemthing wrong or right. feels like my bones are stretchign wtf

@Kilgore

I don't know if I am out of puberty

i look like a small child seriously

my bones are fucking gnawing and it only happens when metabolism is high

it also happens when I take my heavy metal detox supplement and feel the androgenic feeling but it could be estrogen confusing shit

also i cant get raw goat i would need to buy a goat and milk that fucking bitch myself

i could get it to eat weeds. i like flowers. goats are friends because they eat weeds not flowers. spread biodiversity around.

MY BONES ARE FUCKING GNAWING ANY TIME I RAISE MY METABOLISM OR EAT ANYTHING what is wrong wit hme

izkrov

@questforhealth I've read before if there's an imbalance in calcium:phopshate, that PTH turns glucose to lactic acid to dissolve the bone and restore the balance. It could be why eating sugar is giving you a negative effect. A lot of milk, Vitamin D and K2 (so you can use the calcium properly) ought to be helpful I think.

@izkrov

can i eat cooked kale for now i dont have good milk

i only have unhomogenised organic but not in the house

izkrov

@questforhealth Kale from what I remember was pretty good, it's got good calcium. It also has selenomethionine (which mimics methionine restriction) there as well. Too much of it would eventually be thyroid suppressive though

@Kilgore

wat but fish grow their whole life

didn't peat say estrogen is masculinising

dont believe the bulslhit on this forum

@Kilgore

ok so i wil lower estrogen easy

@Kilgore

how do you know

@Kilgore

ok so what eat kale and carrots for calcium and estrogen

so if the bones still gnaw after eating kale and carrot do i just go to sleep and drop out of this dimension

@Kilgore

modified citrus pectin

i swear ill start eating orange peels if anything

i know it seems like im doing everything super chaotic but my mind works in strange ways and its hard to explain what im really doing to people, even though i see the results myself and my life gets better

i dont know why the fuck i suddenly went manic and did the whole vegan thing before I already did this the exact same time last year and fucking rekt my health...