I’m young still in school I took ssris for 3 years in my youth for OCD which still troubles me.
My parents took me to the doctor and we did not know any better and nor did I, only recently I was awoken to how cucked society is when I noticed I had lost some feeling down there during ejaculation(as well as other life troubles). It has not gotten better even though I no longer take them. It’s like I get no erognous pleasure down there. It feels like rubbing the back of my hand and shooting out fluid. It is rather sad. I never had any sexual experiences in my life yet and now I have lost the ability to feel sexually. I have read some of the subreddit and they claimed it has to do with the gut but I don’t know what to do. Anyone been where I am ?
gg12
@gg12
I'm 17, New to this space I'm interested to learn more
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PSSD any advice?
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RE: How do I not play the victim?
@the_black_jew muh carrot salad muh I’m high iq but act dumb, stop annoying me on my posts
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RE: Beyond thyroid: Iodine and PUFA interaction, greater protection than vitamin E?
So is it as simple as just using iodized salt. How much iodine for how much PUFA? I admire your smarts
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RE: How do I not play the victim?
@Milk-Destroyer Thanks for the insight I will act accordingly
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RE: How do I not play the victim?
@secondkelping wow that was a beautiful read thank you for some insight. Your right I do have somewhat of a locus of control
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How do I not play the victim?
I'm 17 I have ocd, low testosterone and sleep apnea which I will get jaw surgery to fix in a couple years. (possible hypo too)
My dad and mom are both hypo and my family is the average drone of the totalirian regime(satire).
They believe all the mass media has to say and eat le pufa and feed them to me and siblings.
Although I do not blame them it is understandable that it is easy to become blind nowadays when access to outside media is very limited.
I often get scared and sad and hopeless like my family is doomed to die among the plebs.
Breathing in whatever metals are spayed in the air as we sleep and being in our entertainment pods not speaking to each other....
However for however much I blame my family for my problems there is something to be said about my own personal merit.
I resent my mom for ignoring her problems and not doing anything about them but that is exactly what I hate in my self.
I hate my dad for pushing all his relationships away and telling himself that he is a failure but that is exactly what I do. Now again I do want to blame them for their shortcomings i.e. lack of critical thinking , apathetic about their health and what I just listed above but I do think we can heal together
Maybe this is the learned helpless or something.
I just need to win once.
I'm scared but I will be brave.
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RE: Bird Flu 2024/25
@Norwegian-Mugabe said in Bird Flu 2024/25:
They are putting the bird flu in our dairy products. They certainly will aim at white people. They also know that people who are aware of the cabal are big on dairy consumption.
So should I no longer eat dairy? How long until this is put into effect?
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RE: i will be next luigi mangioni one day
@the-MOUSE Nice, But why would you post this online..........
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RE: i will be next luigi mangioni one day
@the_black_jew Your the biggest troll on this website. Your no fun to talk to.
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RE: "Orthorexic Sequence" – My Personal Experience with OCD
@war4512 But is this fully physiological? You can take the supplements and have the diet. But will that really help you from stopping from over identifying with your thoughts?
Thats why I think you can train yourself to break the self destructive OCD thought loop. I haven't confirmed this yet but I am going to try before I really on crutches.