Another check-in. Things have happened recently that have made me shift my focus somewhat. I haven't used cascara for about a month, and bowel movements have mostly been moving along since then. At minimum once a day, but lately it's been more like 2 or 3, mostly earlier in the day.
A stupid thing happened recently, which has made me consider whether some kind of hypogonadism may be a bigger issue for me than my stomach. As background, eight years ago, I did stupid things with androgens and gave myself bad side effects. Recovering from that took a few years, and I've never really felt completely back to normal since, although things have improved.
Anyway, the stupid thing that happened - recently I accidentally came into contact with some old androsterone residue when I was cleaning off another old bottle that had stood next to the androsterone. I had soap on my hands, and realizing the residue probably contained hormones, I washed it off right away. It was hard to guess, but I thought any hormone exposure from this would be very minimal. But, the past 2 weeks since it happened, I've felt some significant mental and physical changes, which can't be coincidental. More comfortable socially, more willing to work on things at moments where I would usually just slack off and do nothing. My bowel movements also improved, and I generally felt better, more care-free.
I wasn't sure if what I was experiencing was hormonal or not. After 2 weeks, the good things have now started to fade, I've started to become very fatigued, and I don't seem to be doing very well downstairs, so the previous experiences being due to some androgen boost is seeming more likely.
Hopefully things will normalize in a bit. I haven't had other suppression effects that I've had before, like breast itches and muscle aches, so there's that. It still is crazy to me how such a minimal exposure could have these effects, and I'd assume it means my testosterone situation hasn't been very good for a good while. Will get blood work soon. I'm not sure what I could be doing to improve my hormonal situation, and I've tried lots of things before, but if anyone has tips on this, do chime in.