@BioEclectic Yeah, it's fine now. I finally recovered, I have no more insecurity. B5 got out in the end. Feels so good to be in control.

@Insomniac the ones that were traumatized will react stronger to it. It depends more on the person I believe. My friend takes 500mg everyday and doesn't feel any side effects yet.

@BioEclectic Thanks for the links. I see that people have bad reactions.
What feels hard to understand is that, if B5 is needed for adrenal function, why excess of B5 will lead to excess of cortisol/adrenaline? I saw that happens also with B1.
Do you know a method of getting B5 out of the system quicker? I was thinking coffee.

I took between 150-500mg of B5 for a few days
I warmed up instantly, the heat was similar to post alcohol (free fatty acids) then I crashed, cold af
Clarity of vision and derealization went away, everything looked so real

My definition of derealization - everything looks fake, not real. Dissociation - you get an out of body experience that shuts down consciousness for less than half a second. It happens every few seconds. It's hard to be aware when it happens.

But at the same time I had trouble understanding people speak, I couldn't hear well
My diction was bad
Volume low
Pitch high
This made me insecure and shameful socially
No confidence

Before I had no issues with this

It's similar like the high adrenaline high cortisol state that I had 5 years ago when I was shy and anxious. I experienced dissociation and speech issues for a long time, and I see that B5 increased those symptoms. My question is what's the cause? High adrenaline from B5 increases dissociation and it took me that state?

@wester130 regarding drugs and women yeah
Lifewise not really

@wester130 I think he will, but it will be provoked by NATO
NATO wants war and destruction since they are the satanists who want population reduction.
A war in Europe will produce far more money than in any other country.
There was a Romanian genius in politics Cornelius Vadim Tudor, killed in 2015 by the elites. He knew that the elites will kill him since he was the last nationalist with influence. He said that they dislike Romania for his 20 million people, and their plan is to reduce it by least 5 million. He also talked about the vast immigration from Pakistan, India and Sri Lanka to Romania that will happen in the coming years, and it came true. Now most of delivery guys are asians, 10 years ago we had none.
It's all planned.
You either sell your country to them and follow their agenda or get into war.

@Sugarnotsnow
Yeah Crossy road works when I am hyperactive and stressed. Play 5 mins and uninstall
Stardew valley it's addictive as hell. It's a farming game (fishing, animals, veggies) combined with combat and discovery and craft of weapons, armor. I played for hours on my phone during winter and I didn't get drained since you produce staff in the game. It's the only one that kept my attention. Rest is garbage pay2win.
Most important: It doesn't make me rage .
All the competitive ones are soul-stealing.

I talked here about how starch affects me
I can counteract the "meh" feeling by taking this combo
Everytime works
Haidut talked how it's sinergetic, boosting dopamine like nothing else
I took Selegiline, Bromocriptine, Harmalaan (idealabs) and nothing compares to it
It's amazing and I will do it till I become anemic

If you go to Moldova, you can buy from the pharmacy without prescription Brocriptin 5 euros (Bromocriptine), Selegos 5 euros (Selegiline), Peritol 4 euros (Cyproheptadine) and Mildronate 18 euros. All of them include 30 pills.

If anyone wants something like this, I can help them, but transit time to western countries can be up to 2 weeks (30 euros fee) or 1-3 days (100 euros fee DHL).

@Cezar4911 also I got a powerful warmth that was uncomfortable, similar to high protein meal