Lobotomize-me athletic logs
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Just realized today that my diet may have caused me to be significantly B1 deficient(coffee, high carbs, etc), which could have caused this mess. I am going to start supplementing with b1 to see if it changes anything
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Jesus. You take way waaaay too many supplements man.
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@Kilgore As I mentioned earlier, the supplements in storarge/I have are not the ones I take. Also, I’ve cut down on all supplements, as noted in my previous post. I’ll be retesting them over the coming weeks to see if they’re actually helpful
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K Kilgore moved this topic from Bioenergetics Discussion
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I think Peat himself said ashwaganda was serotonergic, (I know you said you aren’t currently taking it). The porn and masturbation are for sure causing issues, but the issue isnt so much that you’re engaging in that, (without end-point gratification mind you-which is a whole separate issue potentially) but rather porn and masturbation are a symptom, (again, like the meticulous logging of food and supplements) of what seems, (to me) sky high serotonin. You are trying to control everything in your life, (down to denying yourself ejaculation because of a potential negative outcome).
This is not what you want to hear, but if you’re not having fun playing soccer you should quit. It sounds like your life is totally devoid of joy. I don’t say this lightly, I say it as someone who had a similar experience playing competitive sports. I now wish I never played sports, and believe strongly that my time spent playing them caused most of the health issues I have today, (but more so, my playing sports in the first place was a symptom itself of my lack of energetic living). I hope you find your happiness, whatever that is for you. I have, and it took me til I was about 40. I hope you don’t have to wait so long. Be well.
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@evan-hinkle Hello thank you for the detailed reply. I do agree with your point about me trying to control things. For me, that focus feels necessary for a fulfilling life
especially regarding peating and health, where it's about limiting the harmful elements (PUFAs, heavy metals, microplastics, EMFs, etc) and embracing the good elements, all while keeping future goals in mind.That said, I genuinely enjoy soccer a lot. Of course, just like with any game, losing or playing badly isn't enjoyable, but that's part of the experience
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You're too deep into your own head
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@lobotomize-me said in Lobotomize-me athletic logs:
https://lowtoxinforum.com/attachments/screen-shot-2018-01-04-at-1-25-54-pm-png.7804/
https://lowtoxinforum.com/threads/icing-cooling-my-testicles-has-been-amazing.21730/The true extent of the RPF legacy would probably be horrifying.
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@Mallard6146 said in Lobotomize-me athletic logs:
Your kidneys probably aren’t thrilled with all those supplements.
Nor your gut.
@lobotomize-me said in Lobotomize-me athletic logs:
However, during the warm-up, I suddenly lost all confidence and became quiet and emotionless.
That's your gut. Peripheral vasodilation, intestinal hypertonicity and hypomotility. Probably.
Cut them all out. You're 19.
