Lost the spark of life
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By all means, give it a go. Nothing to lose from a comfortable enough baseline.
I've moved fluid balance a lot on purpose and found circulatory/renal function to fall in to patterns around my behaviour. Escaping one pattern in to another just involves resisting some compulsions/senses that accompany them. And they feel quite distinct.
Probably sounds a bit woo in conversation without a write up and citation. In many ways I think Ray already said it, I'd just put it differently. If energy and structure are interdependent, what is structure, it's flow, formation and dissolution. Even bone has a high water content and colloid-like structure. And how do narcotic (like cannabis) or other insults disrupt it. A lot can be said.
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I'll also just add that taurine's osmotic properties are quite well documented and understood. But I don't see it mentioned of caffeine much. Obviously those supplements help with the interim/adjustment in cognition and senses, but that's probably not all...
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@bigdeuce said in Lost the spark of life:
before covid I had a girlfriend who broke my heart into thinking I’d never love someone the way I loved her again. When covid rolled around I get heavy on the weed. Essentially frying my brain for 8 months before one day I pretty much had a panic attack where I passed out. Ever since then I feel like the curiosity and sense of adventure I had at my healthiest points has just vanished in to thin air.
sounds like a serotonergic state (numbness, apathy, dissociation, feeling "closed in" etc) , did you put an end to the weed after that? do you have heart problems or blood flow issues? how is your sleep do you dream excessively & intense (if no longer on weed)? whats your temperature under the tongue 1hr after eating? and is your salt intake low (detrimentally low?)?
do you feel this , at decent volume
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWxbhC44p2w"Self-organizing systems decay only if they have assimilated inertia, and — with a little support of the right kind— the centers of degeneration can become centers of regeneration."
"world," as a source of new perceptions
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@cs3000 said in Lost the spark of life:
do you feel this , at decent volume
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWxbhC44p2wExcellent test cs. Legit.
And if not that vibe they'll have another. Everyone does. Effect they elicit may as well be body temperature or a blood test.
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@ThinPicking said in Lost the spark of life:
I've moved fluid balance a lot on purpose
Okay so this is what it does exactly.
So should I drink as minimal amounts of liquid as possible?
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hey man, if you are listening to music with "lyrics" in it i suggest you stop and for some time only listen to electronic & classical music instead. put on some good classic hardstyle and you will feel the spark of life.
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@cs3000 no heart problems, circulation isn’t great and limbs fall asleep when I sit down to poop or lay on them weird. Dreams happen but rarely are good. Sometimes they aren’t even nightmares they’re just weird, cryptic and evoke a sense of general confusion. Been off of weed for good for 6 months, before that I had taken several month breaks but also had t completely quit it. I’m done with it now it doesn’t even make me feel euphoric, just paranoid and weak
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Need some more context. Any other physical symptoms? Are you participating in activities that you enjoy?
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It is a physical health issue. I would reccomend being active in the sun. Most people sit too much. Inactivity is the killer.
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