Posts made by Milk Destroyer

In memory, only had it once and it was last time I was using cypro for 2 weeks. Felt like what people describe as a Benadryl trip. It was really strange, can't say I liked it but it wasn't terrible.

It felt like I was in the process of waking up from my sleep. I could just about feel a physical sensation that my body was heavy, especially my arms which were placed above my torso. I felt as if I was going through one of those dreams where you sort of go about your morning routine but were actually still asleep, yet somehow different and more ominous.

I could see sort of looming shadows on my ceilings which gradually expanded, and in the sort of dreamscape I was at my sink basin where the mirror hangs, and there was a sort of golden glow being surrounded by pitch black shadows behind me. As I recognised the presence of the glow/shadow it quickly grew in size and intensity and I eventually woke up properly with dead arms.

I love Redbull but it makes me hyperactive and gives me terrible psoriasis if I do it too hard.

Seems great but if it is so great what can we expect to be the downsides?

I've found that listening to some types of music give almost like an adrenaline or stress response in myself, and I find myself unconciously going back to such songs and getting the same response again. Maybe this a hypothyroid thing, routinely submitting myself to this sort of mild stressor?

@the_black_jew Awesome

Felt it for a couple days after properly discovering Peat and it went away pretty quickly. I had been restricting myself for a few years prior diet wise so when it clicked in my head that something like ice-cream or coca-cola aren't inherently bad I felt great relief. Not properly felt that way since. I was 19.

@Samyo Same for all Graham's milk currently

@ThinPicking Sorry it seems I am jumping to conclusions. I guess I am feeling attacked right now. I'm looking and it seems both Waitrose and Sainsbury's private label milks switched to Muller in the last couple years! Asda is the most advertised as being Arla supplied but I suspect Lidl, Aldi and Tesco also have Arla milk or Arla - Muller mix.

Graham's milk seems to be out of Arla's influence? Perhaps this will be a better option as I've noticed more supermarkets stocking their products in the last year.

https://news.arlafoods.co.uk/news/tesco-and-arla-launch-groundbreaking-sustainability-partnership It seems however Muller has a similar deal with Arla for this additive use but in this article only lists Tesco.

@wrl Do you know what shops have it because I think I've seen it once but can't remember where? I've had their UHT cow's milk in the past and really liked it.

@wrl I might have to start doing bulk orders of goat milk online then or something because the only goat milk I tried and could stomach was Waitrose own. I tried the St Helens Farm goat milk, which seems to be the bigger goat milk brand in my area, and it tasted so bad I couldn't finish it. I have no idea what they do to the goats at St Helen Farm but their milk is awful.

@wrl Wow. They pretty much supply every supermarket milk. Looks like I'll need to spend a little bit more on milk from now on.

@the_black_jew I agree with your point but unfortunately Arla has huge reach and a lot of dairy products and milk come from them in the UK even if the label doesn't specifically say Arla on it.

Lovely, can't wait to be consuming yet another toxin

@77sahara I am going to make coconut wax candles with Christmasy scents in them.

So we should all have multiple high watt incandescent bulbs beaming us like Danny Roddy?

I wonder if IdealLabs would be affected at all by anything RFK Jr does

@Jakeandpace Yes, I drink coffee pretty much daily but it doesn't give me that sudden boost that Redbull used to. I do feel smarter on days when I drink a lot of coffee and milk though.

I got flushing from Niacinamide pills when I first tried when out so either I got a bad supp or took too much or am just sensitive to flushing from them. I think it was 250mg so maybe too much.

Citric acid is definitely inflammatory for me in general. I used to rationalise my excessive Redbull use by thinking that the magnesium carbonate somehow neutralised the citric acid but now I just avoid citric acid altogether and feel better for it.

@Jakeandpace Redbull gives me flushing if I take more than one. I think the flushing can have detrimental effects.

I said in another thread but I used to love drinking Redbulls and had a pretty strong reliance on them for that dopamine hit you talked about. I eventually realised my overconsumption of them was harming me though, I think the citric acid and the niacin causes like an allergic flush reaction.

I got awful Psoriasis from Redbulls after a while and nothing I tried to help it from a bioenergetic approach was working until I eventually stopped Redbulls entirely and it gradually cleared up completely. It was affecting me for a year.

I was of the assumption that ashwagandha increased nitric oxide and potentially cortisol?

@ilnyarienàfaire On dreams, I think Kilgore is right. I typically have a lot of dreams and feel unrested from them. I almost always oversleep because I am so fatigued from my dreams that I feel too groggy to get up and just go back into the dreams, if that makes sense?

I've noticed that when I do sleep and don't have dreams (or at least don't conciously process I've had them) I feel A LOT more rested when I wake up and waking is a lot easier. I wish I could give advice as to how to dream less but this is my current biggest problem for myself also.